December 18th, 2018, at 2:35 pm, I consciously decided that in June 2019, I would commit suicide after living with over 30 years of sexual, physical and mental abuse. I was suffering from severe depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and loneliness; my inner voice convinced me this was my only option for inner peace. But on March 29th, 2019, at 9:26 am, I experienced a phenomenon that physicists call quantum superposition. I observed my suicide from the past, present and future, including in the moment of now, where all possible alternative realities exist, at the same time and in the same space. Only to realise that there is no such thing as death when you physically die; only consciousness exists before it collapses into one of those realities.