Overcoming addiction hasn't been a cake walk, and finding self-worth after choosing the path that landed me at rock bottom? Damn near impossible. For me, sex and booze go together like PB and u0026J, so staying clean means no hookups.AA meetings help me stay the course...until a lip-glossed twink walks in and threatens my willpower. Chase is a summer rainstorm, washing away the dust from a too-long drought. He makes me crave the things I've set behind me, causing a restlessness I recognize.A new addiction.However, giving in to my desire for Chase will land me back in the hole I crawled from, a place I know I won't escape a second time.And I'll never forgive myself if I drag him down along with me.