The Kingdom of Attilia has only one a princess with a penchant for drinking and terrorizing her father's advisors. When her father is killed and his advisors are more focused on her need for marriage than the fact that their friend was murdered, Saoirse realizes that she must fight with everything she has to secure her crown.With the advice from a young lordling, reconnaissance from ladies-in-waiting, devotion from a royal guard, and an unexpected ally, Saoirse may be able to establish herself as the sole queen of her kingdom.But only if the people who killed her father don't kill her first.This is an 18+ book recommended for mature readers. It is a historical fiction fantasy standalone. It is a full-length, 136,052 word book. This is a why-choose novel, meaning the FMC has multiple love interests and does not have to choose between them. Please check the trigger warnings and tropes list before reading.Trigger warnings WW, WWF, MM, polyamory, why choose, friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, adult language, adult content and themes, knife play, breath play, depression, suicidal ideation, references to self-harm, torture, alcoholism, murder death (including death of a loved one and death of a parent)