Hazard pay. The appeal of extra money while your loved one is in combat, is always enticing, until you remember why you're getting that extra money.Military life is not for everyone, but for me, it's as easy as breathing. A part of my everyday life. Deployments come with their own set of rules and it takes a few weeks to find a new normal.Unfortunately, that's when my world came crashing down.Life will never be the same, but maybe I can find another new normal. I've become accustomed to acclimating to my circumstances. But will I be able to help the seven men who have helped me through my darkest days?Trigger PTSD, death of a spouse, military trauma's that might be described in detail, erotic displays, BDSM bondage heavy, foul language, alcoholic tendencies, pregnancy complications, and adult content.