Loss is not something I'm accustomed to. However, it's what I'm faced with now because I can't remember. I've tried so hard to find what I'm looking for, and while I've done my best, it still eludes me. The memory comes and goes in glimpses of a faded past and possible future, yet I can't grasp it. Not yet. Stay close and don't look back. This is going to be a hard road, but we'll get through this together. We have to. You're the only hope I have left.