and "Hold up!! Did you say FOUR heartbeats?!? and "My babies' father is a war hero.Beautifully broken mountain man.Childhood friend. And my brother's best friend.Basically the one I've wanted since adolescence.I can't even process the fact I'm having his babies.Four babies!!!!Ground Rules of our Arrangement:#1. Absolutely NO emotions.#2. ZERO attachment whatsoever.#3. If you have questions, repeat rules 1 and 2.It's safe to say I've TOTALLY screwed this up!