and "Some days are normal. Some days, everything is OK, and I eat three square meals, pretty much, even if those squares are ridiculously small squares.Some days, I can almost pretend there's nothing wrong. and "Max is 14, and anorexic. His eating disorder has pretty much taken over his whole life.His brother, Robin, gives him a geocache for Christmas. Max hides it in the forest near his house. Before long, he gets a note from 'E'. But who is E? Is it Evie, the new girl at school, playing a trick on him?In the midst of a family crisis, Max's eating disorder quickly deteriorates. Anorexia pulls him further and further away from his family and friends, until he feels totally alone. Can anyone help him find a way out?