JeremyMy whole life I've had to hide who I am. My family doesn't know. My friends don't know. Except one. We were in middle school and he was my first kiss. It ended with me in the hospital and Andrew moving away. Now he is back in my life and I don't know how to let go and admit who I am-let alone admit I am in love. AndrewJeremy was my first crush. My first love and his dad tore us apart. It's been years but I've never forgotten him. Seeing him at the drag show was like coming home. He's still not out, but he's worth the wait. Out time is coming, we just have to overcome the odds. Trigger Warning - there are memories of past abuse and derogatory language.