Lucas Wilder pursued me relentlessly.Our romance and wedding was a whirlwind.Four months later he suddenly divorced me and married his pregnant ex-girlfriend.It sent the tabloids into a feeding frenzy. She kept them busy by spreading vicious lies about me and the band. I refused to comment and kept a low profile.My focus was on my music, the band, and our upcoming tour.Months later, when my ex insisted on a meeting, I should have refused.I shouldn't have let him into my hotel room. I shouldn't have had sex with him.The consequences of that one act of utter stupidity were enormous.But it was my mistake, and I was going to handle it on my own.Niko Orloff, my bodyguard, disagreed. He steamrollered his way into my life and heart.My big Russian bear gave me everything I needed. Happiness. Love. Our boys. A home.Until the past he escaped as a boy reared its ugly head.When they were done with us only ashes remained.