They called him Big for more than one reason. and u2029 Big and u2029I had everything I could want in life. My own career, a house with property, and respect in my community. and u2029 But what I didn't have was her. and u2029 Landry. Owner of the town's cleaning service. and u2029 For five long years, I'd pined after her. I watched her from afar, thought only about her, hell, fantasized about Landry when I was alone. And for five years, I'd stayed celibate, because Landry was the only woman I wanted in my life in every way. and u2029My self-control when it came to her should have won me a medal, but that tightly reined in desire had slipped and I was done holding myself back. and u2029 So I told her I needed her help - her talents in making my place livable. What she didn't know was it was just to get her to my place, to tell her, show her she was always meant to be mine. and u2029 Landry and u2029 When I realized it was Big who wanted my services, I didn't know if I could go through with it. I loved him, had for years, but I was inexperienced in all things romantic, so being honest and just telling him how I felt wasn't an option. and u2029But when I found myself in his home... with him watching me, I knew I'd fail miserably at trying to act like I didn't want him. and u2029 And when things come on hard and fast, I know there's no going back. I'm about to give Big every part of myself, including my virginity, but then again, I know that's what he wants. and u2029 Me, in his life, as his. Forever.