"Camgirl" is a candid memoir about confronting the traumas of the past and embracing ourselves for who we are. Mazzei masterfully explores the vibrant world of digital life on either side of the camera, the sexuality and struggles of our private and public selves. This book will turn your ideas about sex and sex work. As a schoolgirl, Isa loved to be looked at, loved to seduce and feel desirable, to have power over men. But she never liked sex... After trying herself in different professions, but never loving any of them, she accidentally found out about webcam chats and realized: this is exactly what she was looking for. Isa began to undress live, dance, masturbate, play on camera. After a month of work, she gathered hundreds of night fans who trusted her with their secrets and paid generously for her performances, and a year later entered the top 50 most popular models of the site. But despite the success she longed for, Isa felt nothing but emptiness. What was she really looking for? What did you want to hide from? What was she trying to forget?