The farther, the more people who want to get to you, take control, force them to do something beneficial to them, while you yourself want only one thing - to calmly study. However, it does not work, the eerie shadow of the Ghosts, the Others rises above the Universe, and there is no one to stop them except you, because you are the Wanderer and avatar of Judge. What to do? You can leave, but wouldn't it be meanness to leave those who hope in you? It will be, how it will be, you understand it perfectly, so you clench your teeth and go forward...