Fanfic based on the book "Goddess" by Pavel Alekseev. In the beginning there was a word and it was obscene. What a b.... shoved me here, why is it so dark and cold? Hands feel wet dirt, a hole, or something, for sure, there are walls. Legs? Moved - they squelch in the water, am I in some kind of garbage? - I don't understand anything. Strange pain in the forehead and jaw, punched, or what? Stop, where's my goatee? I moved, everything is smooth, like a boy - I don't understand. Am I a boy? I felt it in my groin - it seems yes, it's kind of normal. I try to get up, but my legs spread out on a slippery one, somehow I regained my balance, yeah - I see the edge of the pit, it stands out a little against the sky.