I want to show the development of a man not from a theoretical, abstract position, but from a specific example. On yourself. These will be my experience and stories from my life - from childhood to the present day. With the analysis of my mistakes, other people's harm and everything else. What has been done, what has not been done, as it should be. What a result it brought for my development in the end. This is not a master class, not a call to "do like me." Rather, on the contrary - do NOT do like me, but do better. I want to lead the way from the cradle to the normal, conscious life of a man. Show the development of the male worldview. And most importantly - how to create it without stuffing my cones. The value of the book is that it shows the path not of some superhero, megagenia, guru of personal growth or another star, but of an ordinary person from the ordinary world, an ordinary family with an ordinary upbringing and an ordinary mind. That is, it is valuable in that it applies to any of us.