This is a fork in the road. One road leads to the life that you have always dreamed of, and the other to the usual, more or less tolerable existence. What's the difference? To follow the first, you need self-discipline. Success, achievements, victories, awards, recognition, personal growth - in fact, it all comes down to the ability to work on yourself. Only good intentions are not enough. Train yourself to be collected, bring what you started to the end and never give up.