If I tell you right at the very beginning that I lost it, it will be much easier to accept. You will know it will happen and you will be hurt. But at least you will be ready for this. Someone found him in a laundry basket in the laundry room, he was only a couple of hours old, he was wrapped in a towel and slowly dying. They named him baby Moses when talking about him on the ten o'clock news - a toddler, in a basket of shabby laundry, who was delivered by a crack addict, and probably with huge health problems.