When dreams and hopes collapse one after another and you lose people dear to you over and over again, it is difficult not to erase and maintain decency. Which is especially difficult in a crazy and cruel world, on a strange, dangerous planet, where you are stuck for a long time, and possibly forever. You must endure even when fate strikes another blow, in comparison with which everyone else seems to be gentle stroking. Yes, your enemy is strong, you know practically nothing about him, and he took from you what you value more than anything else. Pack up, Theorist, you can!